Life is inspiration

First times it feels like The end...

"400 billion stars in our galaxy
170 billion galaxies in our Universe
I look up at the heavens wondering why
(I was placed right here in the 3rd Ring Light)
I'm spawned from the ashes of starlight life
(Just a mobile arrangement of atoms I cry)
What's this soul inside? This awakened being?
(Am I special cuz I'm here, geocentric theory)
Wake up, the truth overrides the pain
(Of being no more than an elemental stain)
400 billion specks, in a speck among more
(What the fuck am I but a lifeless spore)
That's where we got it by the throat as it comes together
(You're made of me I'm made of you, birds of a feather)
And we stand above fire and shrapnel
(Throw away petty synthetic interests national)
Expand past the last ring of our star
(Immortalize ourselves, blood of the gods)
Too much out there to cement a home
(Too much to hope a post world, redeems my soul)


I look up at the Heavens, wondering why
(I was placed right here in the 3rd Ring Light)   ////3-dimensional world///
Forge hull revolution, touch the stars
(Spark human evolution, beat of my heart)
Father Nova how, Mother Nebula why
(Was I spawned right here in the 3rd Ring Light)


The cold black sky surrounds my sight
(As I fall to my knees with tears in my eyes)
The void of the sky, calls for me
(I'm a slave to my own insecurities)
How can it be? Ain't the Heavens made for me?
(How you're on the edge of the galaxy)
Like all great things it will come to an end
(Did you live it bittersweet, build amends)
Wake up, the truth overrides the pain
(Of being no more than an elemental stain)


I look up at the Heavens, wondering why   ///almost every night//
(I was placed right here in the 3rd Ring Light)
Forge hull revolution, touch the stars
(Spark human evolution, beat of my heart)
Father Nova how, Mother Nebula why   //love this line///
(Was I spawned right here in the 3rd Ring Light)


Enough mouth now, look up for yourself, did time really start when we forged the pen?  //??//
Enough mouth now, look up for yourself, are we really the beginning, middle and end?  //??//
Enough words now, look up for yourself, did time really start when we forged the pen?
Enough words now, look up for yourself, are we really the beginning, middle and end?...


170 billion stars in the Universe
400 billion stars in our galaxy


I look up at the Heavens, wondering why
(I was placed right here in the 3rd Ring Light)
Forge hull revolution, touch the stars
(Spark human evolution, beat of my heart)
Father Nova how, Mother Nebula why
(Was I spawned right here in the 3rd Ring Light)
I look up at the Heavens, wondering why
(Was I spawned right here in the 3rd Ring Light)"

pretty deep...